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Tears Of Joy

from Ludlow 6​:​18 by Cockeyed Ghost

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This is another LUDLOW song about isolated moments and feelings being the most emotionally compelling and fully lived parts of our lives -- and it's probably no coincidence that the music has that '70s pop feel since I first experienced this as a tot walking around with a little red transistor radio listening to people like Elton John, Raspberries and Andy Gibb. It's not the first song about the magic and mystery of hearing a great song being pulled from the ether by a radio, though it might be the last the way things are going.

The "singing girl" in question refers to an Australian band called Clouds who we played with a few times in the mid '90s. They had a song called "Alchemy's Dead" that absoluely destroyed me, and the intertwining vocal lines of the two female singers were similar to mine and Rob Cassell's in the early days of Cockeyed Ghost ("Walking In Winter" on NEVEREST was also inspired by Clouds, particularly the ending).

But the song is also about the magic of the mix tape/CD. How you can be the most obscure no-name band in the history of the world, but someone can put you on a mix tape, and someone else can hear it go by, drive the car a little faster while it's playing and say "that song kicks ass!" when it's over. And maybe you're flipping burgers somewhere, but you have no idea that for four minutes, you made a complete stranger happy. In fact, the fact that you're flipping burgers makes it a little more mystical somehow. Being a no-name myself I derive great comfort from that. Like "You Don't Know Me" (but much less bitterly) the song states that there's honor and perhaps something profound in just doing what you do well and bringing whatever happiness, however small, you can to people in so doing.

The words to the choruses are ridiculously difficult to remember and to sing. In keeping with LUDLOW's exhaustive ethic, it originally had a completely different set of choruses, with much simpler, but more cliched, lyrics. I thought they were lame and undercut the song and this is what I came up with to replace them. Poor Robert (and now Teresa) had to sing the high parts, keep track of the words, and play the difficult and syncopated walking bass line, all at the same time. No wonder he left the band not long afterward...likewise, we wound up rerecording the piano in the intro. There was nothing wrong with the original track technically, in fact there was a nice little solo, but it was too "look at me." We'd made a rule there would be zero "ego playing" on LUDLOW and that went for me too. We got rid of it and put in something simpler.

This may be the most pure pop song I've ever done. Proud of it, too!

lyrics

There's a singing girl
Who hails from Australia
And she'd be well known to you
If fame were failure
Now we've barely met
But I owe her a debt
Because the blood she let
Made me whole

Blissed out on clouds in a baby blue sky
Wished out and wistful lullaby
This song of rain, was never sung in vain
Because you tickled my ears and trickled out tears of joy

Behold another broke, unemployed musician
To you a joke, his subtle mission
Pennies in the street
Words of defeat
Poignant, bittersweet
Filled my soul

Blissed out and mist on a baby blue eye
Wished out and wistful, walk on by
This song of rain, was never sung in vain
Because you tickled my ears and trickled out tears of joy

A far lonesome voice
Breaking through the noise
Left me elated, dazed and awed
Now I'm a closed up guy
Difficult to cry
But in these moments I feel the presence of God

This is the sound I remember you by
This is the song to bring you back
The kiss of rain on a dusty plain
That tickled my ears
And trickled as tears of joy
Tickled my ears
And trickled down tears of joy

credits

from Ludlow 6​:​18, released May 15, 2001
Adam - vocals, piano, guitar
Robert Ramos - bass, vocals
Severo Jornacion - guitar, vocals
Kurt Medlin - drums, tambourine

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Cockeyed Ghost Los Angeles, California

Formed in L.A. in 1994, Cockeyed Ghost was a prime mover in the mid '90s L.A. Pop Underground movement. Starting out with two high energy punk-pop albums, after a change in membership the band broadened its sound for two more critically-acclaimed albums. The group morphed (with singer Evie Sands) into Adam Marsland's Chaos Band (2003-18); guitarist Severo Jornacion joined the Smithereens in 2005. ... more

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